TsukikoMumai

Standing in front of her grave, the sky now dark and filled with nothing but the light of the stars, the spikey haired man fell to his knees after staring at her grave for hours in disbelief. A sudden release of tears that had welled up in his eyes for so long finally let lose, pouring down his hot cheeks as he started sobbing. Looking up at the sky, the boy screamed at the top of his lungs, rejecting reality itself, the reality that didn't have her in his life. Through his sobs, he cursed himself, blaming himself over and over again, disgusted at his own weakness and inability to save the one he held so dear. "Damn it... DAMN IT! You didn't

When I get that phone call sometime in the distant future, I wonder how I will react knowing that your time is almost up.  I wish I could say that time would stand still as I drop the phone and my feet seem to move unconsciously as I get in the car and rush to the hospital.  But I will probably be thinking how I can turn this into a poem or how do I break the news to the children I may have.  As I get to the hospital and I make it to your room, I see my sister already there crying all over the place, making the scene so ugly.  I wish I could say I would be doing the same, broken down into sobs with my legs no longer supporting me, leaving me

Standing in front of her grave, the sky now dark and filled with nothing but the light of the stars, the spikey haired man fell to his knees after staring at her grave for hours in disbelief. A sudden release of tears that had welled up in his eyes for so long finally let lose, pouring down his hot cheeks as he started sobbing. Looking up at the sky, the boy screamed at the top of his lungs, rejecting reality itself, the reality that didn't have her in his life. Through his sobs, he cursed himself, blaming himself over and over again, disgusted at his own weakness and inability to save the one he held so dear. "Damn it... DAMN IT! You didn't

What is this feeling This feeling in my heart I've never felt this way Or did I? It has been too long The last time I just learned of this emotion And at first I didn't care But now that I'm older and have experienced life Felt the emotion that pains me now I can say for certain that the feeling has returned But what to call this feeling? I never really knew what to call it Loneliness? Jealousy? Im just not sure anymore Sure I'm happy I always will be but... I just can't help but feel this way I hate being human I hate having emotions Because in the end they will always screw you over in the end Make you feel like darknes